ext_1177 ([identity profile] elspethdixon.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] cap_ironman2008-07-03 07:32 pm

Alphabet challenge preview!

I'm jumping the gun a little bit by posting the first of my several "A" prompt ficlets today instead of tomorrow, because my main source of reliable internet access (the public library) will be closed for the 4th of July -- the wireless I use at home only works about 1/3 of the time, so just in case I can't get internet access on the 4th, here's "A" ficlet #1 (to be followed by 2-7 tomorrow, my neighbor's wireless connection willing).

Title: A is for Artist
Author: [livejournal.com profile] elspethdixon
Rated: G
Disclaimer:The characters and situations depicted herein belong to Stan Lee and Marvel comics. No profit is being made off of this fan-written work.

A is for Artist

The winter Steve had been nine, they hadn't been able to pay the heating bill, and the heat in the Rogers' tiny apartment had been turned off. It had happened to three other families on their block that January. 1930 had been a bad year for everyone.

His parents blamed the lack of heat when he got sick -- a deep, racking chest cold that got worse and worse and wouldn't go away -- and after several angry late-night arguments that Steve wasn't supposed to have heard, Joe Rogers took his wife's jewelry to the pawn shop and came back with enough money to get the heat turned back on and take Steve to a doctor.

The bronchitis went away after that, but Steve still ended up spending almost two weeks in bed, so bored that even doing the lessons Arnie brought home from school for him was a welcome diversion.

After what had probably been several days of sustained whining -- Arnie was not allowed to come over and play, because he might catch whatever Steve had -- his father had come home with a pack of eight Crayola crayons and a notebook.

He'd managed to make enough money on the docks that week to get Sarah's wedding ring out of pawn, and there had been just enough left over, after paying the butcher and the grocer, for the art supplies.

Steve didn't find out about that part until later, though. Crayons were for little kids, and nine was much too old for kid stuff, but he loved them anyway. He went through four more notebooks before the crayons were finally worn down to nothing. By that point, he was twelve, and his father was gone, and he threw the worn-out stubs of crayons into the river and pretended that his eyes didn't tear up when he did.

He used pencil and ink, mostly, these days. Sometimes charcoal, or prismatic markers. Tools that let you do fine detail work. He didn't pick up crayons again until decades later, when Scott Lang joined the Avengers and brought his little girl with him.

"You can have the Barbie Dream Rock Star coloring book," Cassie announced, with the air of one conveying a great favor. "I'm going to color in the Disney Princess one."

"Thank you," Steve said gravely. He sat down crossed-legged on the floor next to Cassie and opened the proffered coloring book to a random page. "I need yellow for Barbie's hair," he added, after a surveying the black and white picture for a moment.

Cassie dropped an entire fistful of yellow crayons in front of him, everything from a light, lemonade-colored yellow to orangey-yellow to a yellow so dark it was nearly brown. "You should use the shiny one that looks like gold," she instructed. "And put in blue streaks."

"How many shades of yellow are in this box?" Steve asked, startled.

"A lot, I guess. It's one of the great big boxes, with," she squinted carefully at the label, "ninety-six crayons. My Daddy got it for me. Except it's not really ninety-four, because I lost two of the red ones."

"That's a lot of crayons," Steve observed. Then he selected the two shades of yellow that would look the most natural for blonde hair, dug through the massive box to find two more crayons in light brown -- 'tumbleweed' and 'raw sienna,' the paper labels said -- and concentrated on filling in the individual strands of Barbie's hair. The light in the picture, he decided, was coming from the upper left, where the star-shaped stage lights were, so the left side of her hair needed more highlights than the right…

"My dad got me crayons, too, when I was your age," he told Cassie after a few minutes, moving on fill in Barbie's skin with 'apricot.' "No coloring book, though. I'd draw pictures with pencil and color them in."

"Wow." She sounded deeply impressed. "Crayons have been around forever. Was your box of crayons as good as mine?"

"Every bit as good," Steve told her, and realized, with a faint touch of surprise, that he meant it.

Jarvis hung Cassie's picture of Princess Jasmine on the fridge in the Mansion's kitchen. At her insistence, he hung Steve's picture next to it.

* * *


Because my sister and I always wanted the one of the giant 64 or 72 packs of Crayola Crayons (we had a 48 pack).

[identity profile] adn-heming.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
This fills me with endless squee. Cassie and Steve together are adorable.
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[personal profile] velithya 2008-07-04 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
aww, poor Steve's family, with the money. I love the drawing with Cassie, it's all at once such a Steve thing to do and yet kind of out-of-sync for "Captain America" (as a persona). :3
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[personal profile] velithya 2008-07-05 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, he totally enjoyed it. And then Clint will be all 'nice drawing, princess' and Steve will deny everything. :D

[identity profile] juniper200.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
I used to beg for the 64 box with the sharpener in the back, but I never got it ... until my high school graduation. Thanks, mom. :)

[identity profile] smilingskull.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
Hehe, I know how that goes! My mom came home with some crayons for me my sophmore year of hs or something... and it was the huge 96 color box. I totally use them too.

[identity profile] juniper200.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
I was totally excited. That was 10 years ago, and I still color. It's very relaxing.

[identity profile] ennui-blue-lite.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know Cassie (I'm a little vague on the Avengers) but this is amazingly good, and adorable, and I love it. There's something so nostalgic about crayons, isn't there? I had a 64 box as a child, but my grandma had the full blown 96.
Edited 2008-07-04 00:48 (UTC)

[identity profile] cygna-hime.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, this takes me back...I forget what the largest size of crayon box I ever had was; I think it was either a 48 or 64, but I remember at some point seeing and lusting for the 128. I definitely remember wanting the big boxes far, far more than their crayon content justified. It was a kind of magic; like a Biblical coat of many colors but better.

Sorry; you didn't sign up for "tell me about your childhood" time. Consider it a compliment; you tapped in to a very large part of being a child with consummate skill. It's difficult at times to remember that Captain America is a person as well as an ideal, but it's impossible not to feel closer to a person who shares a memory and experience that I also hold dear. ♥

[identity profile] smilingskull.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
The image of Steve with little kid!Cassie + crayons totally made my night awesome. :)

[identity profile] mneiai.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
AW, this is so cute! I loved the interaction, and then Steve being all serious about the silly Barbie picture ^.^

I always made my parents by me the huge boxes of crayons (with the sharpener in the back!), but my older sister would take them and break them.

[identity profile] key-smith.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
Reading this makes me want to go color something with crayons. Which is a little weird because I must've spend at least a couple hundred bucks on my prismacolor and copic markers.

[identity profile] cygna-hime.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
I want to, too! And I don't even *like* crayons any more. Colored pencils all the way, but...I want crayons. And a coloring book.

[identity profile] key-smith.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
I actually pulled out from under my bed my 120 box of crayolas, which my mom made fun of me for wanting.

[identity profile] adafrog.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, so very wonderful.

[identity profile] harmonyangel.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure this could BE more adorable. You managed to hit both my passion for Steve's childhood and my passion for Steve being cute with little kids all at once. Fabulous. :)

[identity profile] maidenofirisa.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
That was beyond cute. The idea of Cassie and Steve colouring together is really adorable. I love how much detail he puts into it.

The story also reminds of the number of adults I know who buy colouring books just because it reminds them of their childhood. And because they're fun, obviously ;)

[identity profile] non-sum-lacerte.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
I remember in first grade, my mom got me the the 8 pack Roseart crayons instead of the Crayolas. I was always incredibly jealous of this kid who sat beside me who had a 64 pack of crayolas that had the built in sharpener. Once, I was staying after school and the teacher left the room, so I took the crayons out of the kids desk, dumped them out and kept the box just so I could have the sharpener (I was a bit of an....odd kid). He never did find out who did it.

Well, I totally just went into flashback mode, so before I ramble on even more I just want to say how much I love this fic. The image of Cap coloring in a Barbie doll coloring book is just too adorable.

[identity profile] axolotl-lan.livejournal.com 2008-07-04 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Glee I always scrounged other peoples crayons and am completely guilty of enjoying using them to this day... <3 This fic is beautiful and I almost picture Scott or Clint teasing Steve for the Barbie colouring page when they realize it was him. This is sweet and absolutely perfectly adorable!~

[identity profile] runenklinge.livejournal.com 2008-07-05 08:00 am (UTC)(link)
awww, adorable

Captain America with crayons and a Barbie coloring book - priceless^^

[identity profile] runenklinge.livejournal.com 2008-07-06 08:06 am (UTC)(link)
We have a nice saying here
"wenn scho, denn scho" (dialect, NOT correct German)
It means that when you do something - regardless of what it is - at least do it properly and stand up for it...
like coloring a Barbie coloring book, Steve.


Clint is going to tease him for that forever^^

[identity profile] joysweeper.livejournal.com 2008-07-18 12:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, that's adorable. I love characters like Steve who are Good With Kids. Crayons... wow, yeah, that takes me back...

[identity profile] youngest-one.livejournal.com 2008-07-21 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Just to be repetitive - awww. That was very sweet, and so very Steve.

[identity profile] crimsonquills.livejournal.com 2008-07-22 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
Somehow I missed this when it was first posted! But I'm glad I found it again, because it's wonderfully cute and sweet...and a bit bittersweet, in that moment of Steve's history. It's a wonderful balance and progression of emotion. :-)

[identity profile] pandanoai.livejournal.com 2008-08-05 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
there's like this warm chest feeling in me now. this story is so touching. my favorite part was the ending when steve said his crayon set was every bit as good. ::hugs him lots::

[identity profile] kijikun.livejournal.com 2008-09-01 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
Makes me want to get break out one of the coloring books I have stashed around here. Great fic.

They canz have that many crayons?

[identity profile] hohaiyee.livejournal.com 2008-11-05 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
What I remember of crayons from my childhood, and this was the 90s middleclass, was that they came in a box small enough for my hand to wrap around, primary colours plus a few.

I brought a big box ages later when I came across it, but they didn't work.

Steve is lovely.