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Title: many names in history, none of them are ours (8/8) - now complete
Author: [livejournal.com profile] aubkae
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, post-Avengers 2012
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 5400, overall 43,000
Characters: All of the Avengers, Pepper Potts, Jane Foster, Darcy Lewis, James Rhodes, JARVIS
Pairing(s): Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, references to canon pairings
Disclaimer: Marvel's. Not mine, I make no profit.
Warnings: Overall – PTSD issues, canon-typical violence, explicit sex, societal homophobia. This chapter – explicit sex, societal/media homophobia, brief mention of past suicidal ideation.
Notes: This would not be what it is without NyssaSammy, and Courtni cheering me on, believing in this story, holding my hand, and catching my screw-ups. Any remaining mistakes are my own.

Steve's not sure if he'll ever understand Tony Stark, but it's good, living here. If he still wakes up sometimes convinced this was all a dream, well, it's better than it was before, and that's something, isn't it?

The Avengers live in a world that both glorifies and fears them, but they know each other now behind the scenes.

All chapters:

AO3 | LJ

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Title: many names in history, none of them are ours (7/8)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] aubkae
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, post-Avengers 2012
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 5800, overall ~42k
Characters: All of the Avengers, JARVIS, Pepper Potts, James Rhodes, Darcy Lewis, Jane Foster
Pairing(s): Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, references to canon pairings
Disclaimer: Marvel's. Not mine, I make no profit.
Warnings: Overall – PTSD issues, violence, explicit sex, societal homophobia. This chapter – societal homophobia, explicit sex.
Notes: Thank you so much Nyssa and Sammy. Previous chapters: AO3 | LJ

Steve's not sure if he'll ever understand Tony Stark, but it's good, living here. If he still wakes up sometimes convinced this was all a dream, well, it's better than it was before, and that's something, isn't it?

The Avengers live in a world that both glorifies and fears them, but they know each other now behind the scenes.

Chapter 7: AO3 | LJ

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Title: many names in history, none of them are ours (6/8)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] aubkae
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, post-Avengers 2012
Rating: NC-17 
Wordcount: 5100, overall ~40k.
Characters/Pairings: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, references to canon pairings. All of the Avengers, Pepper, JARVIS.
Disclaimer: Marvel’s. Not mine, I make no profit.
Warnings: PTSD, brief but fairly intense violence, explicit sex, discussion of societal homophobia
Notes: Thank you so much Nyssa and Sammy. Previous chapters: AO3 | LJ

Steve's not sure if he'll ever understand Tony Stark, but it's good, living here. If he still wakes sometimes  convinced this was all a dream, well, it's better than it was before, and that's something, isn't it?

The Avengers live in a world that both glorifies and fears them, but they know each other now behind the scenes.

Chapter 6: AO3 | LJ

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Title: many names in history, none of them are ours (5/8)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] aubkae
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, post-Avengers 2012
Rating: NC-17 
Wordcount: 5600, overall ~40k.
Characters/Pairings: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, references to canon pairings. All of the Avengers, Pepper, JARVIS.
Disclaimer: Marvel’s. Not mine, I make no profit.
Warnings: *points to the rating* Besides that, none for this chapter.
Notes: Thank you so much Lilas, Nyssa, Courtni and Sammy. Previous chapters: AO3 | LJ

His plans had involved more wooing – you know, multiple dates and working his way up from hand-holding, because Steve's a guy from the forties. But Steve's a guy from the forties who plays fight club with Natasha for fun, who laughs when Tony flies him above the skyscrapers and then drops him onto monsters.

Chapter 5: AO3 | LJ

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Title: many names in history, none of them are ours (4/8)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] aubkae
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, post-Avengers 2012
Rating: PG-13 for this part, NC-17 overall
Wordcount: 5900, overall ~40k
Characters: All of the Avengers
Pairing(s): Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, references to canon pairings
Disclaimer: Marvel's. Not mine, I make no profit.
Warnings: Overall – PTSD issues, canon-typical violence, explicit sex, societal homophobia. This chapter – Nothing really, save for a very vague discussion of possible child abuse.
Notes: This would not be what it is without Courtni and [livejournal.com profile] the_sammykinz. Begin at the beginning here: LJ | AO3

Chapter Summary: Another day, another event. This one goes bad from the start, because they were all up all night and it was straight from one kind of suit to another and out in front of the flashing lights, and Tony is just so fucking tired.

On to Chapter 4

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Title: many names in history, none of them are ours (3/8)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] aubkae
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, post-Avengers 2012
Rating: R for this part, NC-17 overall
Wordcount: 5900, overall ~35k
Characters: All of the Avengers, Pepper, Darcy, Jane, Rhodey, JARVIS
Pairing(s): Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, references to canon pairings
Disclaimer: Marvel's. Not mine, I make no profit.
Warnings: Overall – PTSD issues, canon-typical violence, explicit sex, societal homophobia. This chapter – PTSD and, um, dirty thoughts.
Betas/Notes: Thank you so much Courtni & Sammy. Begin at the beginning here: LJ | AO3

Summary: Steve's not sure if he'll ever understand Tony Stark, but it's good, living here. If he still wakes up sometimes convinced this was all a dream, well, it's better than it was before, and that's something, isn't it?

Chapter 3

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Title: many names in history, none of them are ours (2/8)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] aubkae
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, post-Avengers 2012
Rating: PG-13 for this part, NC-17 overall
Wordcount: 5500, overall ~35k
Characters: All of the Avengers, Pepper, Darcy, Jane, Rhodey, JARVIS
Pairing(s): Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, references to canon pairings
Disclaimer: Marvel's. Not mine, I make no profit.
Warnings: Overall – PTSD issues, canon-typical violence, explicit sex, societal homophobia. This chapter – societal/media homophobia.
Betas/Notes: Thank you so much Courtni & Sammy. Begin at the beginning here: LJ | AO3

Summary: Steve's not sure if he'll ever understand Tony Stark, but it's good, living here. If he still wakes sometimes convinced this was all a dream, well, it's better than it was before, and that's something, isn't it?

On to Chapter 2

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Title: many names in history, none of them are ours (1/8)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] aubkae
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, post-Avengers 2012
Rating: PG-13 for this part, NC-17 overall
Wordcount: 4k, overall ~30k.
Characters: All of the Avengers, Pepper Potts, James Rhodes, Jane Foster, Darcy Lewis, JARVIS
Pairing(s): Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, a little Tony/Pepper and background Thor/Jane
Disclaimer: Marvel’s. Not mine, I make no profit.
Warnings: Overall – PTSD issues, canon-typical violence, explicit sex, societal homophobia. This chapter – PTSD.
Betas/Notes: Thanks to Courtni and Sammy. Updating every other Thursday, or maybe more often if life and writing cooperate.

Summary: Steve’s not sure if he’ll ever understand Tony Stark, but it’s good, living here. If he still wakes sometimes  convinced this was all a dream, well, it’s better than it was before, and that’s something, isn’t it?

LJ | AO3