Everything Left Unsaid

Title: Turn me on (or turn on me)?
Author: Enmuse
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe (based on Phase One films)
Characters/Pairings: Steve Rogers/Toni Stark
Rating: Mature
Warnings: cis!female Toni Stark, elements of PTSD and panic attacks. This series' universe involves Toni having had a double mastectomy under less than stellar conditions. SEE AUTHOR'S NOTES.
Words: ~1200
Summary: She doesn't have the words for how frustrating it is to want this man close to her, to feel like she trusts him intimately, but her body rebels and something in her brain kicks into fight-or-flight when they get too close.

Author's Notes: This is set in the future of Starring Role 'verse, Steve and Toni are together. This story is written in present tense and without dialogue — it's more of an introspective piece.

I'm not quite sure how to label warnings for this, just be aware that it's potentially triggering. Toni has repeated panic attacks when she and Steve try to have sex. Steve does not push the issue. Mentioned past dubious consent/non-con.

Title comes from Vitamin C's "Turn Me On", which is haunting. Also debated on skimming a line from Joydrop's "Spiders" which is in a similar vein.

Found on AO3

(I will fully admit that I'm a little stressed about posting this. I have many feelings about this 'verse of mine...)

Female Antonia Stark universe!

Title: It's my problem is I feel the need to hide (Starring Role 'verse)
Author: Enmuse
Universe: MCU
Pairings: developing Steve/Toni, background Coulson/Pepper
Rating: Teen
Warnings: This series' universe involves Toni having had a double mastectomy under less than stellar conditions, portions of this fic deal with that.
Summary: (The (first?) major story in the Starring Role universe.) Six months after the Battle of New York, Toni has yet to reveal Iron Man's identity to the team. Maintaining her secret identity is only one of many problems, though, as she builds new armors, struggles with developing relationships with her teammates, works on company projects, and tries to figure out why there's a group of people wearing yellow jumpsuits striking at her company. Keeping her secret identity is one of many problems, that is, until everything comes back around to that one secret.

Link: http://archiveofourown.org/works/4746218/chapters/10848647

Title: I see London, I see France...
Author: enmuse
Fandom: Marvel (universe unspecified)
Pairing: (female) Steve Rogers / (female) Tony Stark
Rating: NSFW, Mature for sexytimes
Notes: Originally written in one go in the comments section. Written for oh_mcgee's prompt on comment_fic: any, any femslash, black lacy boyshorts. In case you didn't catch the title reference... "I see London, I see France, I can see your underpants."

Excerpt: "Oh my god, who the hell stuck you with granny panties?"
(available also on AO3)